February 2012
I can't sleep alone anymore
I keep getting mixed up in all my fears, worries, and anxieties. I hear Phil snoring and it provides the beat to my tired thoughts. Guilt, trepidation, depression. I think of my Lola and my parents, and how I’m afraid of losing both of them but in different ways. I hate having to lie about things. I was really looking forward to next year, but all of my fears are stressing me out. My gut...
Word Vomit
I talk too much shit about people. Though most of it is true, I’m starting to feel bad. I’m also feeling bad that I eat too much shit lol. I’m getting round around the corners if you know what I mean. Goals:
Talk less shit
Eat less shit
I hate school
I am so poor.
As of now, I am spending less money.
lovelisee:
If there’s no problem to start with, don’t make one to end with. If things are good, just let them be, and enjoy it while you still can.
Lyfe
Digesting my Taco Bell food baby and playing DJ Okawari songs while Alvin struggles with his guitar.
Dreaming of my house next year. Awesome basement shows are to be had with some awesome kids!
Thinking of my benefit show. This shit might actually happen - I already have 4 bands in the lineup. I just have to reserve a venue. Praying for the Multipurpose Room.
Mutemath and Joy Formidable...
Next year is going to be AWESOME
I am looking forward to next year
If I can live with my music-loving friends from Demarest, I will be THRILLED. Basement shows? Yes. House with a cool ass name? Hell yes.
Today was a good day. I love you, babs.
January 2012
What would my life be like if I never moved to...
…. why is my roommate blasting shitty music?
I wish you would just lower your pride and realize...
